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12:33am 11/01/2004
  hey incase you haven't heard i have a different live journal now
my username is ps_ihate_you

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to whom it may concern   
11:17am 10/01/2004
  I have a new journal.

my username is ps_ihate_you

add it if you want. I'll still use this one, but not as often.
10:04am 10/01/2004
  Boys suck  
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take me to the hospital   
07:50pm 09/01/2004
mood: blah
Why is it I am always stuck in such unlucky circumstances?

So cut out all the enimity
decipher all these words
you relaspe and fail again
left here alone
the void inside grows stronger
leaving you empty
this illness is so trecherous
weep into the river till' it's filled to the brim
what are you to do?
hidden in the shadows   
11:35pm 08/01/2004
  Permit this thought to be your guide
To the place nones seen
Behind your closed eyes
Drown in the pain
That you feel is so bitter
It takes away the breathe
And discontinues the heart entirely
Becoming weaker
Just allow it happen
Take it in
Breathe it in
Let it take hold.
I had a dream I was falling.   
06:42am 08/01/2004
  My heart melts like the snow with the thought of you.  
I feel loco   
09:24pm 07/01/2004
  Nick and I just agreed we are both CRAZY!  
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"riddle me this"   
02:52pm 07/01/2004
  "Pull the pins
Save your grace
Mark these words
On his grave
You should have seen
The curse that flew right by you
Page of concrete
Stain walks crutch in hobbled sway
A capulary hint of red
Everyone knows the last toes are
Always the coldest to go"

Televators=The best song ever
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school closuers and delays   
04:50am 07/01/2004
mood: disappointed
I guess we are going to school two hours late. :>( I really didn't want to go at all, huh oh well. I just hope the roads are completely cleared when it comes time for me to go to work.
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as this day ends   
10:45pm 06/01/2004
  I have had my closure.

A different path has now opened to me. I'm still hesitant to take it. First I shall observe it and make sure it is safe. Then I shall journey down it and hope it works out for the best.
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the sand man doesn't like me   
09:22pm 06/01/2004
mood: blah
It spreads
slowly into my eyes and throughout my body
this sleepy state that is over coming me is nothing new
no matter the state of exhaustion I am in
sleep never finds it's way into me
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rosy cheeks and runny noses   
08:11pm 06/01/2004
  I did enjoy today although it was rather cold. I attemped to use mike's snowboard and I didn't do to bad. Didn't do as much sledding as I would have liked to. There were just to many little kids.

Rufio!Rufio! RRrrrruuuuuffffiiiooooooo! What a lovely movie.

hahaha watched Matt's skate film from when him and all his friends were younger. It was funny thier voices were so high. We also played pokemon hehehe that got boring though.
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the cold feels good   
11:14am 06/01/2004
  THE SKY IS FALLING! Or so it seems.

Each pristine flake of snow falling from the sky
gently touches down upon the ground
and becomes apart of one huge mass of white.
Sparkling and bright,
I dare not step on it
for fear of ruining it's bueaty.

So sad it must all melt away sometime.
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ahh this is going to be so chill   
09:35am 06/01/2004
mood: cheerful


Haven't done that in ages!
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it's almost like those cute little snow globes out there   
09:27am 06/01/2004
  ahh yes school was cancelled although there was no snow on the ground. I came home from going henry's doughnuts and actually fell asleep. When i woke up BAM snow snow snow everywhere! I love it  
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ahh i knew it.   
03:57am 06/01/2004
mood: calm
Not a flake of snow to be found. I woke up this morning and looked out the window just to be staring straight at disappointment.

Our time will come Marysville. We will recive snow...I hope.

Man I wake up way to early. Eh what can you do?
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yes i am talking about you   
09:50pm 05/01/2004
mood: discontent
one stone
tossed into this pool of water
causing ripples that could go for miles
if not ristricted within it's shores

who knew one person could have such an effect over me. who knew that one person was you. i'm sure you don't even know that it is you.
The sounds of gentle loving sighs   
03:22pm 05/01/2004
  My heart belongs to you.
So hold it close to your own and treat it with care,
For it is fragile and ready to break.
It has been weaken from falls in the past.

I only wish for a safe place for it.
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It's going to be a cold one.   
02:47pm 05/01/2004
mood: calm
I'm sitting here eating my vegetarian pizza wondering why we had not talk today. I wish it didn't have to be like this.

There should be a snow storm tonight. I hope there is. I want to go sleding all day with mike and matt. Then lay on the coach with a cozy blanket and some sugar free hot chocolate and watch the movie Sabrinia which I rented the other day. If you couldn't tell, I pulled some quotes from the movie that I really enjoyed.

Thank you Giovanna for the wonderful cd. You are an amazing friend. It does make me sad though that we have not yet hung out. By the way that green gap jacket was ultra fly.

Well I suppose I am off to work soon.
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hell yeah   
11:46pm 04/01/2004
  again i am attending matt's mormon church class tomorrow morning. hehehe maybe i will get to watch another fly movie like last time.  
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